well a lot hs happened in my life lattely . my hand got stuck in a convejor belt. had surgery the next day . and i am in a band so check us out. myspace mechanical faction. i would write more but i can only use my left hand s i will keep you guys updated soon lol

well a lot has happened to me in this little bit. and what can i sai i just miss all of my friends and well that realy sucks. few days ago i hanged out with caleb and we got drunk and we called everyone just to say hi. welll almoast everyone . the few days before i tried shroooms and well i swear to got i almoast killed myself couse i had a bad trip and i was realy afraid and well i called my best friend and told him what was going on and that i need help and shit . so knowing chuck what an aswsome friend he is he talked to me on the phone and well yeah. 2 days latter my parents found the shrooms and i got in a lot of trouble. why well couse its drugs.
another thing is caleb isnt dating gina no more which kinda upsets me and well i think that she was good for him and well she is a coool person to hang out with. maybe i dont see the other side of her . but from what i seen she is cool to caleb and she is sweet. well another thing is i am going back out with alina and well i made her not control me so much which is realy sweet. well anyway. i got a new job . but i dont think i will be working it . you know what i mean . couse it just kindoff sucks. welll anyway. i been growing plants . and maybe i can seel some of them for money like u know an 1/8 or something lol. welll anyway. its time for me to go since i am in school

so as usual i had the seetest girlfriend and well i thought that for a while and well the other day she told me she needed to talk to me cause she cand do this anymore . i preaty much guessed what thats going to be about . you know. probably break up. well i got really upset. couse i couldnt reach her. wow. i kinda cried. for a little. well i felt betrayed. so she tells me that she still has fealing for this chink. wow. i felt great. not. well and she is undecided about me and him. i think he is going to be her new boyfriend so i lost hope already and already trying toget less atached . u know no hugs and stuff while i am still with her. so its so much easier when the break up comes. i love her and she is a great friend i realy hope she do good. and i will take her back any day.cause she is the most fun person in a whole world . its just i want her to be happpy

well latelly i dont know why but i have been faling in a slight depresion. some days i am happy and some days i am not so much . dont really know why but maybe couse alina . is jus being to dependent on her ex boyfriend which he controls her life. so i have to put up will bullshit that i really dont want to. i have my own problems and well he just makes me so much more fucking deprest and well that sucks. latelly i just been doing absolutelly nothing . wow. thats a fucking suprise .all my days are the same. i wake up. i go to school. i might get upset or something couse of duschbag justin . and then my girlfriend well just cares about him more than me. so ofcourse friend before boyfriend but shit. anyway. he is just a dick. i fucking hate that duch so much. i guess when i write it just makes me felll better.and if i feel better then i am more happy. sory if you are reading this shit and you are like wow. well its just nothing has been good happening.
well my familly came t visit me so that is good. and its just. well i have nothing in comon with them anymore.

hey there long time no talk . so i am what i am . and only few people can change that. a judge . sentence me in prison for many years and well. other person is me. i have few problems that kinda concer me in the back of my head is well. who are the people in my life here to stay and who are not so much. now how do i know who trully is my friend and what not. if they get influenced so easally by little bluffs and lies that they would give away just to save them selfs . i really love my girlfriend and well she really loves me to she cares about me and well she is not going to get influenced by a peace of shit.

so i am in the middle of geometry and i just found out that my girlfriend is getting a ride from justin her ex boyfriend i just get so fucking pissed of i think that my jelousy is just going to kill me cause i just hate being jelous . yeah so i got candy from my friend jebus from el paso the candy was really delicious. i got high with my girlfriend that was the worst thing i ever done caus eit was a such a buzz kill cause she got mad at me and shit. so oh well.yeah i am kinda pissed at my girlfiend cause well she is probably is going to choose justin (her ex boyfriend over me(wow it probably cause he drives 30 minutes away from here ) so stupit fucker i hate him and i hate when she talks to him. wow it just fucking sucks .yeah. well at least i did really good on my quiz.

back again .okay so it hamer time and i am not saing you cant touch this shit cause you can.
so yeah a lot has happened but not really . so i am still with alina even though we toook a break . wow sshocking isnt it. yep i guees cause well i like to know that i am in a steady realation ship i dont like excitment rolercosters that can crash any second . cause well i like being happy. so yeah. i talked to jordan for the first time in what 5 months thats fucking scary. so i guees i am going to hang out with her.
so the other day we had a snow day and me and hot muffin cakes were hanging out and wwell she got grounded. cause her parent fucking hate me i dont know why . i am not a bad person. yeah . so i keep getting i trouble like the other day i got i trouble from cops for egging so i denied everithing and i got in trouble from other shit. but thats okay. i tell that latter.since i dont really have that much time. the other day i saw duffy. my old math teacher. so he is all cool and shit . like 60 sothething years old. saw him at walmart. must be looking for a job or something. so yeah.
eric armstrong wants me to join the marines .and well i gave him my phone number and all and he is supposed to call me today. the thing is i work so fuck yeah.

so the other day i shaved of my hair why well let me tell you something just because just because i fell like it. yep so that day that i shaved of my hair i was hanging out with chuck cause i needed comfort and well i was talking to alina too .so i had fun. the bad part alina hates my hair cut and well that sucks .its only hair and it grows back its not like its going to be like that forever. it has a lack of color which sucks ah well maybe when my parents leave to go to kalahary i will die my hair.then the next day i was hanging out with alina she was sad at first and then later she just got so much happier if you know what i mean . no not that you sick fucks (we bought playdough) anyway.we went skating on snow cause the snow is like ice well i have to go

well let me tel you something i have the hottest girl in the whole world . she is perfect. okay. now that i got that of my back okay.first of i did not go to school on friday and instead i went to mayfair and i was shoping(for those who dontknow what mayfair is it a mall (it ether you are poor or you dont live around milwaukee. anyway. so i went shoping with my hot ass girlfriend (but she has no ass) and i went and bought new shoes and junk like that i bought her a nice shirt and had chiniese stuff to eat and then i droped her of at her house and then i did my hair that its green now. it lookss so good. anyway. i fixed my car and its fucking sweet. i got new earings and stuff. i was hanging out at saharas place with pat that place was trashed oh well. i am sure when nate and saharah get a place its going to be much cleaner. and maybe they will have something else to drink besides all this alcohol.as much as i love liquer. it is hard for me to drive when i have a buzz. the other day i made my girlfriend cry and which made me really upset. i didint mean to make her cry. i just wanted her to know how i feel when she hangs out with other guys. which i hate. my computer has isues at home i am writing from school so i dont have internet there so i cant check my myspace or any shit like that. well i will talk to you guys latter

anyway so since i promised chuck to go to michigan well i keeped my promice and well went down to michigan and well before that i gave my girlfriend gifts (as usual) since well i am trying to be best boyfriend in the whole world.anyway. so i picked up chuck and well we headed down to michigan the only things i had was a box of clothes a wallet and a full tank of gas and a shitty atlas which came kinda usefull cause we were trying to awoyd the tolls . so wel when we got there there was like shitty roads in michigan and i was going 90 milles per hour on awerage and some stops even toped out which is 105 cause of some speed control chip bullshit. anyway. so i got there and wel i was not pulled ower so i was fucking happy and well we got there around 530 and well amalia like freaked out and shit and well whyle she was freaking out i was freaking out to cause when i got to raid the fridge there was nothing there. (okay so her dad is like a cheff that makes food right would you not expect all this delicous food being in the fridge) so i found some frozen buritos in the freezer and well they were good. so anyway. we went to little ceizars to get pizza filled up with gas and well went down all the way to target mhm fun . so we bought aluminum foil so i could smoke (cause they dont have aluminum foil in her house what kinda hause doesnt have aluminum foil (plus he is a cheff) so because of that we needed foil) so anyway and we bought some cheesee cake (by the way i ate the whole thing cause it was so good). so i got high and i got thirsty so i got some beer that i brought over and started playing guitar hero and the more drunk and high i got the beter i played it. so iwhile i was playing guitar hero chuck was well you know hanging out with amalia .(who knows what they were doing ) so anyway i clled nacho to see if she wanted to hang out she sayd no which i though was a bitch thing to do so well i say di dont care and started playing guitar hero the 80 encore version which i loved that awsome i ran (so far away) good song so anyway i talked to alina whiche i missed her so much and well i wanted to hang out with her but i could not. anyway i fell a sleep then i woke up i think i was really tired i had some missed phone calls and well i did not give a shit except for the one from alina.so then i played guitar hero went to eat at wendies at like 230 ate a hearth atack on a bun and well we went back then i got my ear pierced 2 more times and well then latter we went to a comic book store and it was gay bought some hello kitty candy for alina and well yeah then i went to target and bought 50 dollars woth of hello kitty stuff for alina and so i basacly spent more money on alina then the whole fucking trip sad isnt it ? well anyway. since alina is grounded i want to cheer her up. cause we cant see each other that much. so i will talk to you latter guys peace out . that geto shit talk to you latter love kestutis jankauskis

well a lot has happened latelly well first of all me and nacho are not together anymore because she broke up with me but well to tell you the truth i really didint care that much cause i knew that was going to happen but anyway i have better news. that day that she broke up with me i was hanging out with this girl that i called her the emo chick and anyway i was hanging out with her and well i had a lot of fun and well i starded to fall for her. anyway i asked to hang out and stuff ,but she has a boyfriend doesnt that suck. anyway few weeks ago i got high with her and well i asked if she liked me in any way and she said no. and i was like well i like you. anyway the she kissed me and i kissed her back and stuff. she is still going out with her boyfriend. the next day i hang out with her again and then i got in a fight withher ex boyfriend who is chiniese and well he was in colage. then well what can i say i fooled around with her. but we never had you know sex so its okay.then her boyfriend find out and he like doent do shit it took her like 4 days to brake up with him or somethting like that. then i finally have a girlfriend that is extremally hot and likes and thinks that i am hot. wow. lucky me. well anyway its been a week since we been going out. wow.i am still making my beer and well i am on my third batch. i am going to michigan and well i guees i am going to have alot of fun . the other day i went and well i got this cool thing it is night of the living dead in 3d well let me tell you abouth 3d movies they fucking suck the only thing you see is blurry shit that doent really work .i saw 3 thing in that movie that actually came out of the movie thats it. well .yeah.i am getting a little present to my girlfriend cause all these guys are around her and well i get paranoid. thats it .well happy halloween everyone and stay alive

well gues what how do i put it this way i been working and well i got my car fixed oh it looks so nice. well i was rear ended and well i got some cash out of it which is always nice. i am planing to visit nacho on november 3 thats only if she wants me to cause well i feel that she lost intrest in me oh well shit hapens. i am just still going to wait like a fool. what else i got a camera for my birthday . and that birthday sucked i dont know why. i am getting a tatto and i am preatty exited obouth that. i have my hair weird color again which i love and i got asked out to a dance which i replied no so yeah. i made new friends and i just dont have time to write right now i will post latter

yeah the other day i was supposed to hang out with chuck and well i got diched oh well i gues i still had fun(not realy) so yeah
what i did i went to get my car estamate to get done and well its over 5 000 dollars worth of dammage done to my car so yeah
what else i bottled my beer last night and well i have to try it so well i was kinda drunk
then i talked to nacho and she got my present and i was exited obouth that and what can i say i been planing that trip AND well its going to be lots of fun so yeah what else 38 bottles of beer on the wall wow
so yeah i am making my beers logo now
yeah i will talk latter

hey you what the fuck is wrong with you
two words my beer is almoast done and another thing is emily demgy or what ever she likes pat
pat trew up0 in his mouth and me i thought that was hilerious
the other day i got in to a car crash and what else i am not fat
i need to dye my hair and i only have like few minutes so i am random

well what can i say i am going to post a lot more now since i am in study halls and since i cant do anything else well the first thing is that well i got a raise and the funny story is how i got the raise is wellbecause i told my boss that i dont believe in jesus and stuff and she like exploded in my face so she is talking how the darvins thery is only a thery and that evolution has not been proven and such well jesus was a pedafile and he was gasy he did have all 12 advisers guys guys= gay so he was gay man the miracles that he did was showing hamsters up his ass. well anyway i dont have to work and well yeah.so then i was afraid that she might fire me for some strange reason and that i might not believe in jesus and such. so yeah
well anyway i am been making new friends at school and well i am happy and well what else i have a lovely girlfriend that i love and i am going to visit her and such .
anyway this alibahwa sutdent is siting right next to me and well he is from soudi arabia or somthing like that he lookspreaty cool
well since i thought i was going to get fired so i told my owner that i believe in jesus and shit when i was a kid so she gave me a raise the next day and thats kinda hard man .well anyway i am going to visit my girlfriend at her colage soon but i just need to save up enough money . i really love her and well i just hope i make her keep intrest in me cause she far away i dont know what hapens there and what if she has a bad day and she does not want to talk about it how am i supposed to make her feel better. well what else
her friend that she used to have a crush on is getting her a digital camera for cristmast and well i need to beet that cause i am her boyfriend and i cant just let some chump beet me at it
i need somthing she would love or something .well i have finished the third step in the beer making proses so i will talk to you guys later

okay a lot has happened since i last posted i am sorry guys i am trully sorry.
were to begin well i dyed my hair orange then blond and then red so yeah.
the next thing is that i want to point out is i been hanging out with all these people latelly and well i been having fun the reson behind that is that caleb doesnt want to be my friend anymore cause i am imature
the thing is he still is one of my best friends even though i dont talk to him which is really bad for me . i am sorry and i am trying to be more mature and well guys dont mature till they are like 25 well anyway. so i been hanging out with haley saharah autum ,chuck ,pat,and once in a while jake.
when i was hanging out with saharah and chuck and jake we went to saharahs apartment which is cool that she has her own place but it smells like fucking shit which is horible like she has 3 cats and the place is a mess.
man even i can clean up better.
another thing is that i have a girlfriend yes i know schoking yes (man i spelled this bad)
her name is nacho(katie) so she is one of the sweetest things that ever happened to me she is one of the coolest people ever and she was playing rugby and she is really preaty and stuff.man i trully love her which is weird cause i never loved anyone except my parents and good friends.
another thing is i dont hang out with myra and all those people now i still talk to gina when i have a chance cause she the only person that actually will talk to me.
august 31 was one of the sweetest day evr i went to combichrist concert saw inperative reaction madulate combichrist and negative red which i really like. i saw caleb and he gave me and pat really crappy looks and short conversasion like hi,and you want some water, and we almoast got kicked out. that was it preaty much he still is pissed. oh well then i got my shit signed and i got all these shirts and a cd.
i am going to school now yeah that sucksand i work the good news is that i am done with my car payment. so that is fucking awsome
i am brewing my own beer now and well i am kinda proud of my self and well i love it .started actually yesturday
spent 130 on the equipment and ingriedents and started breving i will tell you how it turned out
5 galons crazy oh well i will post you guys latter i am runing out of time

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry "

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as Subject "Girls dont realize these things"

well i was right the chick that i like has a boyfriend and well what she has a boyfriend and i have no fucking chances cause well she probably lieks him a lot has lust for him and well thats why she probablly is going out with him oh god how i hate the name branden cause i got fucked over by that name twice once with myra and the secon with valerie the chick that i like now well maybe i can do the same fucking thing with her what i did to myra ah women they just cant resist the charm om my owsomnes (i was so sarcastic )man i suck at that the only time i was sucesfull was with myra and i still failed at the end man i am so fucked well anyway enough with that bull shit and lets talk abouth the true thing what i came here to talk about is work yes work i love hiting at chicks at work like ashley koller she is so hot (i hear that she has trouble with her boyfriend well that were i come in playing mister sensitive well i do believe in karma and i was just in the good mood so i gues i was just sensitive well anyway we just talked (yeah i have no chances)man i am so fucked over so i got introuble at work and i am on call tomarow so yeah well i tell you guys abouth tomarow well tomarow

well it seems that everyone in the whole world is trying to fuck me over yes government including .
I AM GOING TO START OVER WITH THE GOVERNMENT PLAN WELL AT FIRST THEY TRIED TO FUCK ME OVER BY making me pay fucking taxes yes thats true i do pay taxes and second theur plan is like that they are trying to srew me over emotionally like trying to srew me over on my fair share of girlfriends in this world got fucking damit i fucking pay taxes why would they trie to srew me over like that the only reson is they new that i a the person thats going to bring them down so they are trying to stop me in the earlly age man those fuckers are like matrix trying to control my fucking life yeah thats right i know what are you guys up to so shows over guys just give me my taxes and a girlfriend and i swear to god that i dont believe in that i am not going to fuck you guys over instead pat or caleb will.
the secon evil plan of some other people well i sai i think it might be a girl i really like well i gave my phone number and it took her like over a month to fuking call me back well thats fucking weird well anyway we schedealed somthing couple times and she always is like sure and then when the day actually comes she cancels it i think she has cruch kestis dream and spirit like a fucking bug fetis yeah i never heard of a such sick fetish to well i hope it works out for the best (maybe she has a boyfriend ) well anyway i bought a military jacket and a got a mp3 player. i am doing everything good at life except chicks and thats wat brings me down i can get anithing except chicks that is my curse just so you know people i am single and desprite man i will take abouth any hot chick (what i still have fucking standerts i wont fucking date an uglly chick ) this is kestutis jankauskis and i am singning of

well anyway like i was trying to tell my story and i never fineshed yeah she was uglly so i dithched the person well anyway last sunday i went to summer fest and well i got drunk again this time i got beer for absolutelly free thanks to this generous guy cool well anyway.my life fucking sucks i thought i had friends (besides my regulars meaning caleb chuck pat myra gena and somthimes the emely) well i thought i did but it turned out that i didint cause i suck at planing and i suck at convincing yes i suck at convincing people. well aniway couple days ago chuck tried to hucke me up with emilly but u know how it going to work no coman ground so i didint think it was going to work out so well anyway i didint want to ruing our friendship so we are only friends well i am back on the marked (i am on sale so first come first serve ) well anyway the other day i got pulled over for speeding in milwaukee and i didint have my license on me i was like fuck man i am to yaung to go to jail or holding cell so i was like suking up to a cop and the guy actually let me go ( i ususally get a ticket and when people mentione my name to cops they like oh yeah we know him ) i like being popular well anyway i had a fucking granade just like chilling there and the cop didint do shit so yeah that was fucking weird they were supposed to shoot me like 28 times well when i got to callebs i got drunk yes me ah shocking and i was drinking nasty ass vodka and anyway i trew up so it doent really matter now so yeah
i got a call from this one hot chick you guys are not going to bellieve who it was Valerie so yeah i gues i am doing something on monday but you know my luck it aint going to happen so fuck you all i am going home i have a fucking hang over and i am sleepy so i am sorry for the mistakes and if you guys have anyquestions well leave a message and i will answer

well let me fill you guys in well i been working you guys dont understand what i mean by working i been working million hour weeks and i have to sleep in my car like saharah. if you guys dont figured out yet i am moching saharah well just because her life sucks and well tomarow is the day i think i first meet her yep well anyway i went to sumer fest with pat and well we went to see rise agains well jjust pat mainly and well since i been just there welll i just wanted to get drunk and on the way there we took the bus so we dont have to drive save gas and shit like that, so we were on the bus and i was talking to nick pollson and his friend turns out one of them is 24 so i asked them to buy me lioquer and the guy sais no well then i said why not and the guy didint say so latter i find out that the guy is studying to be a cop and he does a lot of vallentaring work ( i knew somthing was wrong when i saw a hurracane katrina volentere t shirt) oh well so i was talking to this other guy who was a total chump and i got the guys phone number and the guy bought me beer an di was happy well then my beer ran out and what happened next was just crazy i went to this guy and he said if you want beer just tell me and i buy you i said fuck yeah and well so i got more beer and then i met this guy who just would not stopped bothering me and the guy was from army the guy seemed cool so well so me and pat let him hang around us the guy is like the growen up version of nate the onlly thing the guy cares is to hit on other girls so i joined him whille pat went to rise agains well what else was i sopposed to do just lisen to shity music fuck no so we hanged around and we first hit on these chicks the guy got their phone number and then their guy friend shoved up so we left then i went to piss on the rocks so then the guy used that to his advantage and startd hitting on these chicks turned out they were 14 yes 14 man girls need to stop growing so fast if you know what i meen and stop dressing all slutty (pluss i was drunk).well then we went and we started hanging out with these other chicks well they were okay looking (one was reallly hot and other was average looking ) ofcourse i got stuck talking with the awerage looking oh fuck i thought i got fucking stuck with the awerage one again so i got pissed and i didint talk to her so

well now what has been happenening latelly is this i lost five fucking dollars on this stupit bet that blew up in my face(cause i cant pick up).
well the other thing is Myra is the bigest whore ever she cant kepp her legs closed i thought she learned from her mistakes but no and the bigest thing is that pisses me of is that she kepps on talking abouth her boyfriend who is in jail and is waiting for her and she is saying how she is going to get married and get this cool weding tatoo and shit, i really dont think thats going to work out.
well moving on i had alot of fun yesterday even though it was hot yesterday it was fun welll what we did was we were going on a walk and in one hour me and everyone else did as much damage as we could lets start we the fun details well we were walking and well i got bored so i called emilly and i was making gross coment on her feets and shit. that played with her fealling and destroyed her.well onother thing is i was doncing outside this bar window and rubing my face against it and what happened was people were drunk and they were laughing . so then we continued on walking and we are pasing this outside bar so i took one of the chairs but the car that was passing stopped so i just dropped the chair in the middle of a sidewalk by the fence by the bar so then we were pasiing sentry and dan is like hey you should steal that shoping car so i went there got the shooping car and i stolle one of the constroction cones so i put it in the middle of the street the cart and the cone and like far away the buss was coming so it like slowed dow and went around it so then we went to pick and save and we took one of those things were you put the shopping cart in those big metal things and we were planing to block the drive in the pick and save but then we put it in the middle of the road so cars would have to go around it . while we were doing this chuck and gena were running away joe was left behing. while we were doing all that shit we had fun so we went and continued having fun . i took out this big appartment wodden sighn that that says prive property and somthing abouth parking so i put it on the rail road tracks . this is all on the same street so we were going to get busted soon . so we turned to go top this park well me and dan had bonding time we were destoing everything i kicked some sign off and then we drew shit on the top off the soccer goal and then we were all gather up to see what should we do cause there is like really small woods down there amnd then there is a big fence that you had to climb and joe and chuck are bigger . so then we saw a cop and he put on his sirrens well i wasnt going to stay there and get fucking charged for wandalisim and endangering trafic and bull shit like that so i ran and so then everyone did and we fucking ran and it was dark durring the run of the woods and i was afraid that the cop knows were we going couse therre is like a trail and that he might be wayting for us at the top and someone might be wayting for us at the botom so i was glad to run fast enought so i didint find out what happened so we all got saffe home i got hungry so i got the good old rammen noodles so i was charged for another day of fun well but not really cause well caleb likes to grind his teath so i could sleep thanks for reading and i will post back as soon as posible and the romance beetween chuck and emilly is gone were did chuck went wrong oh and that remindes me i saw myras shadow cause this really hot chick was folowing myra and i should get a new project to work on cause i am borred like project milwaukee

well let me start you of with a little sad story ( man i suck at creative wrighting oh well) i suck at life i cant pick up chicks i like cause i get them piss of at me and the other thing is never bring someone for the rule of comperison if the are going to not have fun.well how do i put it. well i ben hanging out with daniele (until i fuckt up) and well we are not hanging out for now(she needs time well thats atleast what she told me and once people tell me that i usually never see them again cause they dont bother hanging out with me anymore so yeah)so i went to millwaukee and i started this wonderfull bottle of kestlers or what ever the fuck it was called some and calleb were drinking and we onlly had one serving of sodas to wash of the taste of the alcohol and once we ran out we ran out.so what i did we started chasing alcohol with this delicious cansy called spree i never knew that sugar can taste so wonderfull after the nasty ass taste of the alcohal after my third shoot i almoast puked but then i over camw my fears of puking and i continued drinking and after bunch of shoots gues what happened i was drunk and gues what else happened calleb trew up five times whille he was laying down and puking all over the floor then i talked to angie and she rose my happes up she said that i might have still have a chance with danielle so i got all excited since we never even went on our date so i am kinda little pissed of on that well i had to drive back home and i was still sketchy from the liquer and what happened i had to go to work in 45 minutes and then i had to work a 12 hour shift and i did not have fun and then after work i went and rollerbladed and then worked out my musclees and i went to wonderfull place caled my room and i sleppt like no other and it was really good. well and for you fat ass you hurt my fealling and now i am going to turn all emo on you just like calleb when we hang out. fell the power of the emo whahahahahhahahahhahzaha

the title obove is from a french song so dont try to figure it out.well a lot has happened in my little life well from begining well my hair is green so if i shoked anyone i am sory i have a green cool hair. so yeah and i got another raise which i am making 8 75 dollars an hour well were should i start
sumer sucks cause i work a lot and i havent hanged out with pat this summer yet maybe he forgot abouth his good friend kestas well doesnt really matter. i got everithing straight with the guys no more arguments and we are all cool. we been having fires at calebs hause and what happened was i gues i am trying to get hooked up with danielle and we got a date.
the funny storry how i got that date was i can stand on my head and keep balance so i made a bet with danielle that i can stand on my head for 1 minute and if i can she ownes me a fawor and i didd it the favor was go on a date with me so i triked her oh well like i say i am smooth as a wood chip. well then the same fire was sahara stewe and halley and shit loads of crises and caleb and gena and a good friend the fire. so later on on yesturday i hanged out with chuck and then i met up with danielle and sahara and danielles friends angie and steff. well chucks semmed like he was going to blow their brains out cause he didint like them but he was there for moral support for me so we were walking and thats it.later we dithed people and it was just me and chuck and we went to mcdonalds and got some mcfrankensteins cause they have a night menu never sow the menu so i didint know what to order cause i keept on ordering all this different food but they dont serve that at night.
i reallized how poppular i am NOT when i was hanging out with danielle all the chicks that i am friends with began to call me so yeah
emilly and chuck has been hanging out a lot, maybe that will lead some were stay tuned at one and onlly kestas journal and by the way chuck u saw me kiss danielle there cant be making gay jokes now or ist it a cover up pampam bam scary music in the backround.

well nothings really new except me and my mom got into this really big discusion of what am i going to do after graduation and as usual those conversations are kinda boring. cause i dont think i am going to colage my first year. so the onlly thing i can really do is just be a crazy lithuanian and work my ass off. so the other day which was yesturday i was working and the crazies thing happened was after work i kindof hanged out with sahara chuck and caleb and this chick from fredionia random lake hahahahahahah. so that was kinda interesting and then i got bitched at by caleb and chuck and shit. so later on i left later i got caled by mira so we talked obout how she went to ginas hause with willie and i got blamed for it by caleb when i was at work the onlly thing she needed is to get her phone charger and thats it. so while we were talking she told me that she drew this rammstein picture and she is going to give it to me sweet now i can start a rammstein colection. good news everyone rammstein is alive and they started writing music (they had a year and a half of that nothing happened) . My parent figured out that mira jason and tricia were over on monday cause the apartment was cleen and organizes and plus my moms friend narked on me so i got lots of shit from my mom like what myra is like and how did i meat her and shit. so i just kinda walked away. well my life is okay i got a raise and now i am geting more hours for the summers. so thats it for now maybe i wright when sommthing exciting happens

just because i said it was a happies day in my fucking life doesnt mean i had sex with some one. yeah for the past few days i been hanging out with myra and as usual we were just having fun and shit on sunday night myra got kicked out of ginas apartment and she got really upset and then the next day we were just hanging out with tricia and brian which was preaty cool i have to sai so were were hanging out in port washington and i caled chuck and as usal he is probablly busy so he didint answer so we caled pat after we droped of tricia and jason. myra had some snaps in gatorad (i would have had gold slager that i bought but some one hid it from me and myra just so they can drink it cough cough caleb ,gina that was 21 dollarsdidint even get a thank you just fucking complains) and then the next day me and myra i droped of myra and i went home i was thinking of geting drunk but i figured i should not cause i am not an alcoholic so fuck that shit. so the next day i am skiping cause i slept in so why not skip the rest of the day and what i did was go to milwaukee to hang out with myra which was preaty fucking sweet and we were in woods and shit ,we had fun and we saw some people fishing after 3 we went to myras school to see willie (willie is myras good friend he is preaty sweet kind of an ashole ) so then we were driving and we saw gina and we past her and myra said yo bitch and asked her to slow down and then gina said that she is going to pet world so we folowed her and then at a stop lights myra was trying to get her atention by troving pennies and then later we went to ginas hause but caleb was being a duche and didint let us in so we left cause we werent going to take his shit aspecially since myra was in kind of bad mood so we went to cemetary and chcuk texted me how caleb is going to stb me when he sees me and i texted chuck back why and he said that i caled gina a bitch and scared her and i was being a douche bag . how did i caled gina a bitch i have no idea cause i didint and how did i scare her i dont know. so the onlly thing that has been really happening is drama and gues what that is bullshit in my life that idont need

well on march 22 of 2007 was the best day in my life i was hanging out with myra and i was having fun but on 24 my world was crushed she said that there nothing can happen between us couse of her boyfriend who is in jail. that about it nothing else has been happening in my life and now that happened i should get more hours so i would be working and keep my mind of shit

the past few days have been really cool for me couple days a go on on friday or saturday we sleep over at genas house and at first we were hanging out at mcdonalds and brian and mickey were with us so it is me, caleb ,pat chuck, myra ,gena, mickey , brian and this chick witney and as i called her on my phone Nuicence(some d_bag gave my phone number away and she keeps on calling me). so yeah whille we were in port we were walkking around in the woods and we went to mcdonalds and pat was beig very generous and bought us energy drinks which was preaty cool of him. so we were making a big mes a trew a double quoter pounder on the floor and i was being old stupit me as usual. brian got 3 chicks phone numbers and we went to millwouke and we were hanging out there. nothing really happened except the part were caleb and gina wondered of and they had sex and the part were we went to george wbs and it was full so we left. the next day i had to do some erand around the house like go to mequan and pick up some furnatur. since i was really tiresd i hd no time of sleep. so yeah what else oh i had to work that day too. well then the next couple days i hanged out with myra and we made this chilly soup thingy and caleb and gena fucked it up like put raisind candy in it just to mess with me and myra. plus i like myra and i have a really big cruch on her.then the next day i preaty much hanged out with myra and nothing happened. like no i did not get my kidnies stolen and i did not get rapped.w ell thats about it for now since today is thursday i am going to do my thursday dance

me caleb,chuck and pat all went to this sweet concert which was fucking amazing and as usual we all were looking for chicks. but we all were moshing and we see some chicks join us at moshing which was preaty cool i got to admit. but before the good concert started we had to lisen to some shity band they all looked the same and they even dressed the same. two different band and they both looked the fucking same. but then amazing shit happened couse FLA started and it was so fucking amazing. caleb got hucked up whith this chick and then we all went ang got our shit sinned me caleb and chuck got posters signed and pat got this one white shirt signed. caleb asked the guy to sign his shoe but the guy refussed couse it is just to fucking weird. later we went to this party were me and chuck dittched pat and caleb couse there were drugs involved. so yeah that it. on this day couse ol the other shit happened on the next day.(what i heard caleb got laid that night by gena his new girlfriend, pat was trying for this extreamally hot chick who is genas sister her name was myra and me and chuck were just lissening to this sweet guy whose name was mickey)

well today is monday and it fucking sucks what really is been happening in my life isjust plain fucking crazy and just plain stupit. well this last thursday i asked this chick to hang out but i got denied. go that fucking sucks for me. the other thing is i was hanging out with pat this friday, meaning i was skiping school and we went and i bought boxing gloves and we had a good old fasionate boxing match and which was fucking fun as hell ye nobody won but he did get apreatty good last shot at me. as usual i went home earlly couse ithe next day was cinco de drinko and i went home around 9:30 and i talked to my dad and he is buying me a boxing bag for me and him self. and before al;l of that me and pat were in the wood s and i was shoving him the good old places like necrovaley and fucking great places like the bike trails and shit and what we are doing we are going to train there so we would be more awsome and after that we did my tire rotation and the sad part we could not figure out how to take this jack lift out of my moms car couse it was hiden in between two plastic thingies and we both lost man poins for that. then the next day what i did was work during cinco the drinko it fucking sucked couse i was on grill and all i did was fucking running around and triend to tow out the steakk couse we were runing out and shit. lot of work . we didint really hang oput with chuck. i dont know why but i think he was just too tired to do shit with us or he was just to bussy to fucking hanfg out with us. (tomarow i have court and i am pleading not guilty. so i get to skip school and to dellay my ticket all right> me pat and caleb were joking how we should grow pot during the sumer yeah like thats going to happen . well that abouth it all i did was work and pull crazy jokes ot people. but that a whole different story